shut me out

i'm tired man...tired of the hurt, tired of the disappointment, tired of the excitement of some great new self-realization that changes everything about everything that you thought you understood, but then (dammit) you realize that it changes everything about everything that you thought you understood.

when i get what i want then i never want it again - Courtney Love

who the f am i? have i been lying to myself? have i been untrue? am i being deceitful right this very minute??

f***...i'm even tired of whining.

shut me in, shut me out. i don't care.

the curve ahead

bridge

mailbox and shed